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| Sunday, December 7th, 2008 | | 5:49 pm |
I haven't posted in forever. my oh my time sure flys. So much has happened in these months. i was in a car accident a while ago. like a month ago or something. I don't really remember. But my mom's car is totaled. It's sitting in the driveway gathering dust with it's poor hood that looks like an accordion. The accident was not my fault hough. We got the police report. What happened is that on the 118 freeway I was in the fast lane and there was stop and go traffic. a car in front of me swerved out of the way and I had plenty of time to stop.. so I did. And I was stopped fora least a second thinking tomyself,"Thank God. I evaded an accident" Then some bitch comes up and rear-ended me.Now, since my car weighs about 1.2 pounds it was shoved violently into the truck in front of me. This chick hit me going fucking 60 mph! And worse news is that my parents insurance expired LITERALLY the DAY before the crash. And the insurance had no reason to cancel the insurance on that one car to begin with. Whatever. Since it wasn't my fault the insurance doesn't matter. It would have mattered if I hit someone else though. Anyways... now I dont have a car and it sucks BALLS! WHATEVER. Oh yeah! and because of my bruised ribs, re-injured back and practically broken toe, I was bed-ridden the next day, when I had a huge test I needed to do AND a quiz I can't make up. And the day of the accident(when I was in the hospital) I had 2 quizzes my teachers also wont let me makeup! what the hell! Now my grades are suffering. LAME! Well.. I'm going to go lie down and rest. I miss you guys! <3 | | Tuesday, September 2nd, 2008 | | 2:00 pm |
OUR 2 YEAR!!!!!
It's now the 3rd week of school and I'm wanting to do well in my classes so much! I am really trying! but i could do so much more! I want A's! But I know that will be very difficult. oh well... but I really do! anyways. nick and my 2 year was this last Sunday! We celebrated it this last Saturday though. He did the most amazing thing! Okay so i will start off saying that I took him to Venice Beach and I made him a really cute picnic and we got henna tats. Mine of a dragon and a peace sign and he got this really cool skull. Anywho... He made me a candle-lit dinner which started during the sunset and it consisted of hand cooked salmon, shrimp cocktail and a spinach salad in raspberry vinaigrette. It was so cute because he acted as the waiter, the busboy and the chef! And the next door neighbor was having a party and we had out own built-in music! Plus he forgot my favorite pie and felt really bad but he was so cute! *sigh* he's so perfect. And his mom made us these wine glasses and put our nicnames of strawberry and apple on the side. It was Nick's idea but his mom is the artist. Anyways... he's just the cutest. *sigh* now I'moff to studying! call/text/e-mail Current Mood:  loved | | Sunday, May 11th, 2008 | | 11:30 pm |
okay. I'm so ready to move on with my life. I'm sick and SO tired of high school and all the stupid arguments that go along with it. yet next year I'm definitely going to stop by Santa Susana to visit my love, but College is looking SO good right about now. Classes I know I can do well in. And new people, plus a few others that I know I will still be friends with. I kinda wish everyone I"ve ever met would still keep in contact with me, because I hate losing friends. But College looks so amazing! And free. I just hope I'll get my grades well for this semester. I'm only worried about Econ. I'm so mad I got mr. Long. He's such a bastard. And I've lost so much respect for that thing. Anyways.. I'm glad at the person I am. For the most part. I wish I was in a more personal relationship with my Lord. I know I'd be so much happier. and i wouldn't have done everything I have. Like I dont thinkI want to go to Rocky Horror anymore. So... Im tired. night. Current Mood:  thoughtfully tired | | Wednesday, December 26th, 2007 | | 7:43 pm |
| | Wednesday, November 21st, 2007 | | 1:43 am |
| | Saturday, November 3rd, 2007 | | 11:34 pm |
| You Should Learn French | 
C'est super! You appreciate the finer things in life... wine, art, cheese, love affairs.
You are definitely a Parisian at heart. You just need your tongue to catch up... |
| | Sunday, October 21st, 2007 | | 12:41 am |
| | Sunday, September 23rd, 2007 | | 12:57 am |
close your eyes and I will take you to eternity
Wow. (enough said) I have work tomorrow, but if anyone wants to hang out tomorrow before 4:30 then sweet! I'm there! *giggles* I am so grossing you guys out with all my lovie dovie crap, so well, hell, I'll do it anyways! I LOVE HIM SO MUCH! Good night yall, and for those of you going to RHPS, hope you're having fun! Current Mood:  Sweat baby sweat | | Saturday, September 8th, 2007 | | 4:03 pm |
| | Thursday, August 30th, 2007 | | 7:09 pm |
She couldn't take one more day Home was more her prison now Independence called out She had to get it A fight was all she needed To give her reason She slammed the door with no goodbye And knew that it was time Now she's driving too fast She didn't care to glance behind And through her tears she laughed It's time to kiss the past goodbye I'm finally on my own Don't try to tell me no There's so much more for me Just watch what I will be She walked away Couldn't say why she was leaving She walked away She left all she had believed in She walked away Not a day goes by For the one she's left behind They're always asking why And thoughts of her consume their mind God please let her know The love we tried to show We'd promise anything If you'd just bring her home Tell her we love her Tell her she's wanted One more thing God Tell her please come home Please come home The choice is yours alone now Tell me how this story ends | | Monday, August 20th, 2007 | | 5:27 pm |
| | Thursday, August 16th, 2007 | | 4:50 pm |
| | Saturday, August 11th, 2007 | | 9:34 am |
"I never understood why people concider youth a time of ffreedom and joy. It's probably because they have forgotten their own." ~Margaret Atwood, Canadian novelist of note "Normal is just a cycle on the washing machine." ~Whoopi "Dumb is just not knowing. Ditzy is having the courage to ask!" "If you don't have any goals, you can't fail," ~Rachel Aguirre, pragmatic prose writer. | | Sunday, July 22nd, 2007 | | 9:55 pm |
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| | Saturday, July 14th, 2007 | | 7:39 pm |
hello meep. goodbye Current Music: moulin rouge | | Sunday, July 8th, 2007 | | 10:09 pm |
I'm so worried about my friends Current Mood:  worried | | 10:32 am |
MAybe my hopes wont be crushed by my parents his year
SAN DIEGO AUDITIONS WHO: Men and women 16 to 28 years old on July 28, 2007 and eligible to work in the United States. Restrictions apply – please go to Americanidol.com for specifics. WHEN: Monday, July 30 WHERE: Qualcomm Stadium 9449 Friars Road San Diego, CA 92108 LINEUP: Wristbands will be given out from Saturday, July 28 (starting time TBA), until 8:00 AM on Monday, July 30. Auditioners will not be permitted to camp out; therefore, once they obtain their wristbands, they will be asked to return to Qualcomm Stadium on Monday, July 30. Additional information will be available on Americanidol.com. All press requests should be e-mailed to idolpr@fox.com. American Idol is created and executive-produced by Simon Fuller, founder of 19 Entertainment; and executive-produced by Cecile Frot-Coutaz, CEO, FremantleMedia North America, Inc.; Nigel Lythgoe, President, 19 Television; and Ken Warwick, Executive Producer, FremantleMedia North America, Inc. Click here for Audition Rules, Audition FAQs and the Audition Release Form. Current Mood:  hopeful | | Sunday, July 1st, 2007 | | 1:01 am |
It's times like these I wish i could die. Is it possible to love life and hate it at the same time? I was so happy all these months I haven't cried myself to sleep over her. I don't give a rat's ass how many fucking months she carried me. It doesn't make up for the years of pain she puts me through. Here comes another night I will block out for the most part. I really will never be good enough for her. It's as if no matter what I do.. there's always SOMETHING. Well... here's to our 10 months..... And I saw him for MAYBE 3 minutes. I went to the Reagal with my family and saw Even Almighty. not bad. not bad at all. Infact... today started out very well. then turned to shit. Another thought of suicide, and turned away. I just hope next time I'll turn it away again. I just don't want there to be a next time of this... Current Mood:  melancholy | | Saturday, June 30th, 2007 | | 6:55 pm |
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